Emotional hygiene | November 12, 2010 | Blissful benders

smoothie time

Emotional hygiene | November 12, 2010 | Blissful benders

smoothie time
Good afternoon! I am so grateful to be polishing off the most delicious vegan pepperoni pizza! I am so grateful we had spinach smoothies for breakfast! I am so grateful we have leftover chocolate chips. I'm so grateful I can stop talking about food now... I'm so grateful everything has been SO FUN LATELY! I'm so grateful I drunkenly purchased an iPhone 4 last night! I'm so grateful Betty came over last night! I'm so grateful we conceptualized and recorded an entire TPP episode, start to finish, together! I'm so grateful Betty cares to learn about our process! I'm so grateful she was willing to help record and give suggestions! I'm so grateful we learned so much about our process last night, from working with the new Kodak! I'm so grateful we don't have to do our miles today! I'm so grateful we get to walk them tomorrow so Kel's leg can heal! I'm so grateful I take the time to align my energy, even on the weekend! I'm so grateful we get to have a fun dinner party tonight! I'm so grateful for my amazing lifestream. I'm so grateful Betty's going to get a site! I'm so grateful we get to go on a bike ride today! I'm so grateful cooking is going to be so easy tonight! I'm so grateful we got to do a photoshoot at Stephen's last night! We haven't done that ever before! I'm so grateful I can drink and still maintain my vibration! I'm so grateful I am so accepting and loving of myself! I am so grateful I can choose to focus! I'm so grateful I choose to feel good! I'm so grateful I allow! I'm so grateful I know why I'm here!
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Today I intend to go with the flow. Today I intend to feel good and above all, have fun. Today I intend to do what feels good. Today I intend to feel love for those around me. Today I intend to learn lots of new things from conversations. Today I intend to take care of my vibration. Today I intend to choose to feel good. Today I intend to be conscious of my role creating my reality. Today I intend to remember that everything is an indicator. Today I intend to remember that all I have to do is choose to feel good and I will. Today I intend to have the best day of my life. Today I intend focus on what I want. Today I intend to enjoy my reality. Today I intend to let go. Today I intend to look my best. Today I intend to cast spells. Today I intend to be charming and magickal. Today I intend to direct my reality with my positive thoughts.

Today I intend to feel my best. Today I intend to feel peace. Today I intend to feel euphoria, and love. Today I intend to keep reaching for the better feeling thought. Today I intend to concentrate on FEELING GOOD. Today I intend to repeat that to myself over and over. Today I intend to love myself. Today I intend to have a really fun day. Today I intend to have the best day of my life. Today I intend to live as if it was my last!

Wouldn't it be nice to go to the Abraham workshop? Wouldn't it be nice to find a mentor/coach? Wouldn't it be nice to find more advertising opportunities? Wouldn't it be nice to get a massage chair? To win one in a contest? Wouldn't it be nice to find more sex blogs to read?

Wouldn't it be nice to feel complete physical well-being? Wouldn't it be nice to feel only love? Wouldn't it be nice to keep my vibration high this weekend? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun? Wouldn't it be nice if I felt like biking? Wouldn't it be nice to get some sun? Wouldn't it be nice to cook effortlessly tonight? Wouldn't it be nice if our dinner party was really really fun? Wouldn't it be nice to get some good video or photos? Wouldn't it be nice to post those episodes this afternoon? Wouldn't it be nice to take a hot shower? Wouldn't it be nice to relax and go with the flow and feel the flow of well-being go through me? Wouldn't it be nice to allow that flow of natural well-being? Wouldn't it be nice to use the power of my thoughts to swiftly change my reality? Wouldn't it be nice to feel really good? Wouldn't it be nice to bask in this gorgeous day? Wouldn't it be nice to do some reading? Wouldn't it be nice to finish some projects? Wouldn't it be nice to keep going with the flow? Wouldn't it be nice to focus on what I want, all day? Wouldn't it be nice to go to a craft store? Wouldn't it be nice to listen to myself? Wouldn't it be nice to be funny and fun?

I love that I am focusing my energy right now. I love that this feels like the most natural, necessary thing I can do for myself. I love that I can come write a post and it's like real time therapy. It's relief. I love relief. I love that I feel more relief each and every day. Money is flowing. I love money. Friends, experiences, learning, loving, all flowing. I love spending all my time focusing on feeling good. I love that I am a powerful creator. I love that I create my reality with my thoughts. I love that I can communicate with people with my thoughts. I love working in Photoshop. I love taking RAW photos. I love changing the exposure, post shot.

I love that my only job is to feel good. I love that I can come write a post or in my notebook to focus on feeling good any time I need to. I love that I am getting better and better at recognizing when I need to tune my vibration. I love being tuned so well to my emotions. I love being able to recognize when I feel good and when I feel bad. I love that when I feel doubtful, all I have to do is change what I'm thinking to something else and doubt disappears. Doubt defeats! I love how our thoughts control our reality. I love how when you really think about all this shit about the true nature of reality and the meaning of life, nothing really matters. I mean, come on, who cares. We live, we die. It's beautiful and amazing and nothing is bad or evil. It is all expansion. There is no reason to feel bad. And when you look for the positive aspects of every single "bad" thing, it becomes a habit and bad things become good things. Everything is good. Everything is pure positive energy. There is no evil. Only blocking of the flow of well-being. The fourth dimension.

I love that what feels good to me right now is explaining to myself what I know. I know that I am an extension of god, that I am god, that I am part of source energy and source energy is only one thing - one consciousness. I know that I came to physical reality to develop preferences and desire and create new thoughts to expand the universe. I know that I can use my emotions to guide me on my path to meeting my desires. To becoming my higher self - to realigning with god. I love that I feel like a religious person without having a religion. I love that I am so heavily influenced by Catholicism. I love that my parents sent me to Catholic school and it made me ask questions. I love that I can keep writing this as long as I need to. I love that within the time it took me to write this post, I was able to get rid of my hangover with my thoughts. I pictured allowing a flow of well-being into every cell in my body, massaging it and making it whole again. I pictured my thoughts performing their magick - taking control of the situation and changing it immediately. I didn't focus on feeling better, or feeling sick. I focused on things that made me feel good. I stopped flipping in between Twitter and google reader and writing this post, and just focused on writing this post. I focused on things I wanted to happen today. I directed my energy into the best feeling place I could. I made myself feel whole, and loving, and wise, and sexy. I intentionally chose to spend all this time focusing my energy so that now the rest of my day will go exactly the way I want it.

I'm not kidding. This is what love is. Spending an hour or more THINKING ABOUT WHAT FEELS GOOD. Then it COMES. It has no choice to! What you think about you bring about! So if you're thinking about good things, you'll bring more well-being into your body! I ignored the hangover, focused on what I wanted and what feelings feel good, and now it's gone! I am the creator of my reality! -I- decide how intoxicants affect me! I choose to feel the way I do. No external circumstance, substance, or person decides how I feel. Only I choose! I focus on good things, and good things come. It's that simple. All the things I've ever wanted, are coming faster and faster now. Every day I am fine tuning my process of feeling good. Every day Kelly and I go deeper into discussion. Every day I choose to remind myself that I like to think about life, and I like to figure things out. I choose to think deeply. I chose to ask questions. I chose to let things be meaningful. I chose to allow well-being through me. I choose to feel good. I choose to have fun in every single situation. I choose to live my life like a video game. I choose to get more tattoos. I choose to buy an iphone 4 when I'm drunk. I choose to love everyone around me. I choose to love myself. I choose to let go of my "issues". I choose to move on. I choose to think of something else. I choose to not have any more "issues". I choose to do what feels good! I choose to have fun Tigo! I choose to think "wouldn't it be nice, if"!

I love going on tangents. I love focusing my energy. I love that I made up for a night of debauchery by writing an extra long hygiene post. It's like I got my emotions all dirty and just needed to take an extra long shower to get them right again. I love that I'm randomly getting excited about watching some Sesame Street. I love that Kelly had some thing about Sesame Street a while back and I think it's an important inspiration to follow up on. I love simplicity. I love design. I love designing my life. I love not having any long-standing issues. I love that I chose to let those go. I love that I create my well-being constantly. I love that we get to take a hot shower. I love that we get to go on a bike ride and cook. I love that I am choosing to feel good and have fun. I love that we get to meditate. I love that I cured myself. I love that I spend every moment of every day curing myself of negative thought patterns. I love that I barely have any negative thought patterns left! I love that they are dissipating like smoke! I love that I can chose to focus on what feels good! I love that Kelly is furiously typing away at her own post! I love that we both do this! I love that we have the perfect love! I love that we are a perfect creative team! I love living my life! I love that I'm taking care of myself! I love that I am CHOOSING TO FEEL GOOD AND HAPPY AND EXCITED! I love that I am doing everything right! I love that I am in control of my reality! I love feeling good!

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1 COMMENT
  • kelly

    how awesome that we both went on tangents of explaining to ourselves what we know. and that we both said the same thing.

    how awesome that we know what we know!!!

    i love that we were both feverishly typing, as well <3

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