Emotional hygiene | November 10, 2010 | EUPHORIA

Emotional hygiene | November 10, 2010 | EUPHORIA

4am
I am so grateful to be up at 3:30am!
I am so grateful to be savoring every bite of this delicious pepperoni pizza.
pizza
I am so grateful we get to go to the gym right when it opens to see all the hot business people before they go to work!
I am so grateful for espresso to help our sleep schedule reset along!
I am so grateful Kelly made a cootie catchr!

I am so grateful we have so many fun things planned for today! The gym, grocery shopping, a bike ride to Whole Foods, more work on our magickfood.com menu, and maybe a dip into Life Design Lesson 7!

I am so grateful Kelly took the time to start another conversation about the true nature of reality this morning. Physical reality is a 3D reflection of YOU. Whatever you are projecting, you are getting reflected back to you. You send out a wave of emotion/feeling, and that is what is returned to you.

I am so grateful everything is already right in front of my eyes, and all I have to do is tune myself to the right frequency to see it.
I am so grateful that I get to further clarify my understanding of the true nature of reality every single day. I love that in March, I wrote in my notebook "Everything is there, just put it into place." Physical reality already has EVERY SINGLE THING YOU WANT in it, but you can't see it until you tune yourself to the vibration of it. Until you begin projecting the waves that you want to see reflected back.

150 dollars!
I AM SO GRATEFUL I JUST GOT PAID FOR MY FIRST SITE AD!

espresso
Today I intend to FEEL the feeling of euphoria. That's got to be my favorite feeling. I love the rush of the first cup of espresso, the feeling at the top of a rollercoaster, the feeling of a thunderstorm rolling in fast. I love the feeling of first kisses. I love orgasms, which pull source energy through the very core of my being. I love thinking about my life as a video game. I love being too excited too sleep, because every day feels like the first day of undergrad combined with Christmas. I love the feeling of being satisfied from eating, not sluggish. I love the feeling of supreme appreciation for all the wonderful people we get to connect with through our sites. I love being overcome with gratitude for people who support us. I love feeling like an uplifter. I love the feeling of helping other people feel good, just by choosing to feel good myself. I love the feeling of finding solutions. I love the feeling of knowing I'm in the vortex, and allowing ideas to wash over me. I love the feeling of abundance, like I have enough to share with everyone. I love the feeling of being in a meditative state, where nothing can touch my tranquility. I love the feeling of looking at each experience like a new level to pwn. I love the feeling of having a great idea. I love feeling cool. I love feeling like I have something really valuable to contribute to physical reality. I love the feeling of appreciation for every contribution from other people. I love feeling inspired, like I don't have to think, I just flow with what feels good. I love feeling nourished from fruits and vegetables. I love the feeling of Halloween and cemeteries and ghosts and the occult, because it feels like there is pure magick in the air, and anything spectacularly exciting can happen at any moment. I love the feeling of self-discipline, because it feels like following my higher self and not my stupid bunny self. I love the feeling of successful brainstorms with Kelly, because solutions are so delicious. Answering questions is so delicious. Learning is delicious.

Today I intend to continue thinking about what feelings I want to feel. Today I intend to feel GOOD. Today I intend to stay in the vortex all day. Today I intend to love Jessica. Today I intend to live more in the video game metaphor. Today I intend to feel in love! Today I intend to feel silly and goofy and full of laughter! Today I intend to feel like mysteries are unveiling themselves all around me. Today I intend to feel the relief of being let in on a big universal joke. Today I intend to love thinking about how I want to feel, because it actually BRINGS those feelings to me!

Today I intend to feel intrigued by circumstances. Today I intend to feel powerful. Today I intend to feel like the creator of my reality. Today I intend to project exactly what I want to get back. Today I intend to feel thrills through my spine. Today I intend to feel goosebumps from delightful manifestations. Today I intend to congratulate myself on all my beautiful creations. Today I intend to remain in an untouchable meditative state. Today I intend to feel productive and solution-minded. Today I intend to feel so good I can SEE the ideas swirling around me.

Wouldn't it be nice to feel euphoria all day? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the rush of meeting a new intriguing friend? Wouldn't it be nice to feel high as hell from running? Wouldn't it be nice to feel disciplined? Wouldn't it be nice to consciously project everything that I want back? Wouldn't it be nice to drink plenty of water? Wouldn't it be nice to feel like I'm on top of my game? Wouldn't it be nice to feel unconditional love for everyone I see? Wouldn't it be nice to be interested by problems? Wouldn't it be nice to live in real time? Wouldn't it be nice to feel the euphoria of manifesting physical reality as soon as I think it? Wouldn't it be nice to have fun all day?

Wouldn't it be nice to have a really fun drive to the gym? Wouldn't it be nice to run our miles at a 10 minute pace and feel ecstatic? Wouldn't it be nice if Kelly and I kept the same pace? Wouldn't it be nice to meet new people at the gym? Wouldn't it be nice to see some MILFs and DILFS? Wouldn't it be nice to have no fear, ever? Wouldn't it be nice to expand upon all the metaphors that have been helping me lately, like the video game and reality being a 3D printout of my vibration? Wouldn't it be nice to feel intellectually challenged? Wouldn't it be nice to feel in supreme control of my physical body?

I LOVE writing these posts. I love being up early. I love having plans to do fun things. I love using google calendar to only put in fun things. I love writing to do lists. I love listening to the Dire Straits Pandora station. I love it when words start losing their meaning when I look at them too long. I love Bob Dylan. I love having pizza and apples for breakfast. I love having espresso as a treat. I love having espresso to get us back on diurnal. I love meeting new people. I love meeting potential friends. I love my sketchbook. I love how it's a magickal record of the vortex. I love that we couldn't sleep last night because we were too excited for today. I love focusing my vibration. I love thinking of the feelings I WANT. I love that I get to practice thinking of feelings I want ALL DAY!

And I love this article on Momentum at Zen Habits, from MomentumGathering.com!
feelings

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
4 COMMENTS
  • kelly

    i love how, not only are we getting better at focusing and thus making our posts longer, but then we go and read each other’s posts, so that just extends the time we are positively focused.

    feelings are the ticket for me right now. its so fun to think about what feelings i want to feel and then actively try to make myself feel them. trippin!

  • Emma

    I love this post!

    I also love that graphic designers are the only people I know that experience that “words loosing meaning” thing. It’s like all the see are the shapes and the white space surrounding them. It’s probably because we’re one of the few trades that basically spend their work times staring at type…

  • jessica mullen

    kelly, we must be doing thousands of years worth of out-of-the-vortex work!

    emma, i … haha just spaced out making your name lose meaning ;] you’re so right about graphic designers, who else will put one word on a page and tweak it for hours and hours until it is just shapes and space…

  • Emma

    Yeah I tried explaining to someone outside the trade and they just looked at me like I had 4 heads. Ah well, we’re complicated creatures!

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