Emotional hygiene | November 5, 2010

Emotional hygiene | November 5, 2010

leftover ravs
Good afternoon my darlings! I am so grateful to be feeling so so good today! I am so grateful we had a massively successful dinner party last night! I am so grateful Betty made the most exquisite from-scratch vegan ravioli! I am so grateful Kelly made the most delectable pumpkin pie! I am so grateful I got to drink dripping springs vodka courtesy of Stephen! I am so grateful Bridgette and Kevin came! I am so grateful I cleaned up my vibration about drinking! Lately I had been getting depressed from alcohol, so I took a break for a week. I realized yesterday that it's because I'd been drinking when I didn't really WANT to, so of course I wouldn't have the best time! Last night I really -wanted- to drink, so I drank exactly what I wanted, didn't get too drunk, and had the best time ever! I am so grateful my to do list for today is this: bike ride, Berry, edit last night's TPP ep, Magick Food menu design!

leftover ravs in a pot
I am so grateful we get to eat leftover ravioli for brunch! I am so grateful I stayed in control of my vibration while drinking! I am so grateful we had a super fun cooking show last night! I am so grateful Chris emailed me! I am so grateful for my incredible girlfriend!!!!!

leftover ravs in a bowl

I am so grateful we biked over 7 miles last night! I am so grateful we went dancing at Elysium finally! I am so grateful we like going out at 1am for just a sip of downtown! I'm so grateful bike riding is so easy now!

Today I intend to have fun. Today I intend to do exactly what makes me feel good. Today I intend to feel relief. Today I intend to eat what I've planned. Today I intend to do inspired work. Today I intend to feel love and appreciation! Today I intend to love myself!

Wouldn't it be nice (I just got so excited writing that, these posts really do work, I was like "oh hell yes now I get to decide what goes down today!") if we went on a beautiful afternoon bike ride? Wouldn't it be nice to find a really big funnel for our food processor smoothies? Wouldn't it be nice to find some new music to listen to? Wouldn't it be nice if things kept FLOWING? Wouldn't it be nice to return my emails? Wouldn't it be nice to post TPP#307 tonight? Wouldn't it be nice to get our MagickFood.com menu up today? Wouldn't it be nice if the sales and money kept flowin? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I never need to worry again? Wouldn't it be nice to always remember to just let go? Wouldn't it be nice to remember that I only have to think about what I want? Wouldn't it be nice to always remember that all I have to do is what I FEEL like doing? Wouldn't it be nice to meditate? Wouldn't it be nice to have another blissful day? Wouldn't it be nice to keep feeling this hyphy all day? Wouldn't it be nice to drop off some printed menus? Wouldn't it be nice to meet some new people today? Wouldn't it be nice to meet some new friends? Wouldn't it be nice if word kept spreading? Wouldn't it be nice to have the best day ever? Wouldn't it be nice to get an awesome Vibram affiliate link? Wouldn't it be nice to always feel this good in my body? Wouldn't it be nice to always feel sexy and cute? Wouldn't it be nice to keep feeling flirtatious and fun? Wouldn't it be nice to get a "wouldn't it be nice?" tattoo??

I love this day! I Love that I'm not hungover! I love that I'm so into fitness! I love my friends SO MUCH. I love dinner parties! I love cooking for other people! I love heating up leftovers! I love dancing! I love going out! I love going to goth clubs! I love Linty sitting in my lap! I love drawing in my sketchbook! I love how I WANT to do every item on my to-do list! I love how I'm doing exactly what I want AND GETTING PAID FOR IT! I love that I created this reality for myself! I love diversifying my friend portfolio! I love how easy everything is! I love how life is supposed to be FUN and it really always IS if you just look for the solution in every situation! I love how we couldn't ASK for more if we didn't have problems that brought the solutions into focus! I love that I can just let go of everything I used to worry about like money and weight and relationships! I love how I never have to worry again! WORRY IS JUST WISHING FOR SHIT YOU DON'T WANT! I love that I've learned this so early in life! I love how I get to spend the rest of my life feeling good and having fun! I love writing these posts! I love not giving a fuck! I love that I have felt completely blissful and ecstatic for OVER 7 DAYS NOW! I love that I keep track! I love praising my own successes! I love getting helpful criticism about the podcast! I love thriving on critique! I love coming up with new things to love! I love being the creator of my own experience! I love writing life design lessons! I love teaching! I love making videos! I love lifestreaming! I love creating! I love living! I love YOU!

I love that I haven't been online much since yesterday so I don't have any links to share this time! I love that my next post will have tons of delicious treasures! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo!

Jessica Mullen
Living the magick life.
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